I will face and remove all these strings that ties me - the past, traumas, fears, and regrets. 

Wont force to free myself right away. For i know that it is not an instant noodle or an instant coffee - healing takes time. I will stick with the process and heal at my own pace until i am no longer hesitant of being genuinely happy with the fear of being struck with deep sadness in a second. I know this is not easy, just like healing a cut or wound. I will also go through overlapping phases as theres no magic potion for this, but i am willing to go through those for i dont want this pain to recur like a chronic wound.

 I believe that sometime soon. Ill be fully healed, even if it takes much longer than anticipated: it is much better than being stuck in the cycle of inflicting pain and damage. 

"Just like a flower. I'll also bloom when my time has come"

-22 July 2021-

Versi 1 (Pemula)

 1' 2' 3' (2 4')        6        4' 3' 2' (5 7)

Each day goes by and each night i cry

7 1' 2' (3' 1)        5        3' 2' 1' (6 3)

Somebody saw you with her last night

6        1' 2' 3' (2 4')        4        4' 3' 2' (5 7)

You gave me your word "dont worry bout her"

7 7 1' 2' 1' (3' 1)        3' 3' 2' 1' (3' 1)

You might love her now, but you loved me first

3' 4' 5' (4 6')        6' 5' 4' (5 2')

Said you'd never hurt me, but here we are

2' 3' 4' (5' 1)        5' 4' 3' (1' 6)

Oh you swore on every star

1' 2' 3' (2 4')        4' 5' 3' (2' 7)        7 1' 2' (1'-135)

How could you be so reckless with my heart?

Versi 2

Intro

1' 2' 3' (2-4')

6 4 3' 2' (2-7)

5 7 1' 2' (1-3')

1' 3' 2' 1' (4~6)

3 1' 2' 3' (2-4') 6

3' (2-7)

5 1' 2' (1-1')

5 1' 3' 1' 3' (5-5')

(1-1') 3 5 1'

Hey

(1-1') 1' 1' (3-1') 2' 1' (1-7) 3 5 7

This is a story i hate

5 (1-7) 7 7 (5~7) 1' 7 (1-6) 3 5 1

And tellin' it might make me break

5 7 7 7 7 1' 7 (4~6) 1 4 6 (2-5)

But i'll tell it anyway

5 5 6 5 (1-1') 3 5 1'

This chapter's about

5 5 (1-1') 5 5 (3-1') 2' 1' (1-7) 3 5 7

How you said there was nobody else

5 5 (1-7) 5 5 (1-7) 1' 7 (1-6) 3 5 1

   Then you got up and went to her house

5 5 (1-7) 5 7 1' 7 (4~6) 1 4 6 (2-5)

You guys always left me out

Pre-Chorus

4 (1~3) 4 3 3 4 3 (1-5) 6 5 5 6 5

I still have the letter you wrote when you told me

(5~7) 1' 7 7 1' 7 7 1' 1' 3' 3' 3' (2~6) 2 4 6 2 4 6

    That i was the only girl you'd ever want in your life

5 5 3' 2' 1' (4~6) (2-5)

I guess my friends were right

Chorus

1' 2' 3' (2-4') 4 6 4' 3' 2' (5~7) 2 5

Each day goes by and each night, icry

7 1' 2' (1-3') 3 3' (5-3') 2' 1' (4~6)

Somebody saw you with her last night

6 1' 2' 3' (2-4') 4 6 4' 5' 3' (5~2') 2

You gave me your word, "Dont worry 'bout her"

1' 1' 2' 1' (1-3') 3 3' (5-3') 2' 1' (1-3') 3

You might love her now, but you loved me first

3' (5-3') 4' 5' (2-6') 4 1' 1' 1' 2' (2-7) 5

Said you'd never hurt me, but here we are

1' 2' (1-3') 5' (5~2') 3' (6-13)

Oh, you swore on every star

1' 2' 3' (2-4') 4 6 3' (2-7) 6 5 1' 2' (1-1') 3 5 1'

How could you be so reckless with my heart?

7 1' (6-2')

Post-Chorus

1' 2' 3' (2-4') 4 6 2 5' (5-3') 2'

How could you be so reckless?

1' 2' 1' (1-3') (5'-57) (6-6')

How could you be so reckless?

1' 2' 3' (2-4') 4 6 2 3' (2-7) 5 5 7 1' 2' (1-2') 1'

How could you be so reckless with someone's heart?

Outro

(1-1') 3 5 1'

Hey

(1-1') 1' 1' (3-1') 2' 1' (1-7) 3 5 7

This is a story i hate

5 5 (1-7) 5 5 (1-7) 5 5 (1-7) 1' 7 (1-6) 3 5

But i told it to cope with the pain

5 5 (1-7) 5 5 (1-7) 1' 7 (1-6) 3 5

Im sorry if you can relate

1 4 6 1' 4 6 1' (6'-461')